YOYOYOOOOOOOOO! (:

F&N the whole day till 10.10am. i wont say that its boring but.... alot of work has to be done. =.= hee, i finally got my password for my account! =D

ok den after school... still got hours and i dont feeel like going to coffeeshop to eat the same old thing, so went to parkway with eliza hui vonne. HAHA, den we talk alot la.. =D walked around parkway and i saw a set of monkey ornaments for only $19.90.. volume one. if i have my own study table, i would have bought it. =P but, i wana save up and buy the smiley soft toy.. so cute&plus, huggable. :P (i made a mental note to ONLY buy that smiley soft toy if i find a GREAT reason to reward myself) :DD

ok, while we were at parkway, i'm alrdy feeeling so damn nervous for oral. =.= i dont even have the least confidence ok! i felt so damn nervous and.... so scared to forget what to say.. and later we decided to go back school early and maybe sleep if there's time. (it's still damn early) but instead, we went to read up abit la.. den relax here&there. =)

den later while in the oral room... daryl&jesper managed to make the whole group of us laugh. they were being very funny la. =X everything seemed to go very fast and soon it was my turn...

the passage was alright although i did get stuck once while reading to myself. =,= after reading the passage, felt a little more at ease. :) after that i make faces at yvonne&xiao ching. =P den while waiting for my turn, i think thru everything and tot.. this is a one time thing and papers could be re-take but not oral.. so why not just speak as i want? =,= very AH Q. :P decided to have faith in myself and just go all the way.. den suddenly i found my confidence (which has lost its way for 2 days)!

went into the room feeling so damn calm and the teachers were friendly and i felt that my reading was alright. the conversation turned out to be sth which is always happening. make eye contacts with teachers thru out the conversation.. =D after that went out of examination hall smiling. ^_^ smiling not because i think i'll confirm ace it but smiling because i dont think i've failed myself and i think i alrdy tried my best for it and given my best. =) thats enough for me! i'm glad confidence came back in time! =P *a pat on my shoulder*

i'm also damn damn damn glad i did not let my emotions affect me, i got a little turned off actually but yeah, i bear in mind to only get pissed after exam. whats more important than this! gosh, i love myself for this! =) i dont usually control my emotions well and.. i did today! :DD

after that went to eat with eliza vonne. then home...
HAHA, i saw 6missed calls and all were from my auntie. =.= &a very cute sms. =P confidence was DHL back... lol... thanks! [:

i had a very nice long nap just now. but i woke up suddenly and think, WHEN DID I FALL ASLEEP? rofl la.. -.-

yvonne's falling sick. =.= stupid weather la. asssss... =,=^

hee, thats my day la. =) tmr i'm going library again liao. =D
i want to get a handbag for my mother but... that one not suitable for work. =,= HOW? stupid la, first time i want to buy sth for her and its damn nice de.. but not suitable for work and she's working almost everyday.. =,=

expectations are always good but... if there's too much of it, maybe the end result will be a negative one..

i just got to learn to cope with expectations and stress. all the pressure that almost drive me crazy too.. there's more to come. =.= a positive attitude is needed yea? GOGOGO elaine![: